uninspired.

It's been ten days since my last blog post. I had a good routine of posting blogs posts every couple of days but recently I just haven't been feeling it. I haven't been inspired or motivated to do anything. All I've been doing is watching Netflix, eating, and sleeping. Since I haven't been working anymore and school hasn't started, I don't have anything to do. And I guess having nothing to do takes away my inspiration. Being uninspired and unmotivated has put me in a funk. I've just been sad. I've been laying in bed all day watching Glee. I haven't been able to find a job either which puts me in a deeper funk. My resume isn't bad so I don't understand what's going on. I've only gotten one interview out of the gazillion places I've applied to. I don't get it. I just want to start school already to distract myself and find some inspiration. I start school next Wednesday and I'm thinking about making a "First Day of College Vlog", posting it on YouTube and then linking it on my website. Maybe I'll do an "Outfits of The Week" blog post for my first week of college too. I'm just so excited to be in a new environment, surrounded by new people. I can't wait. But then again, what if I can't make friends? I'll be commuting which is going to make it difficult to make friends and then it's going to be like high school all over again. I'm probably going to be lonely in a new city. If that happens, expect more depressing blog posts. We will see what ends up happening. This was just an update on how uninspired I am.