stuck.

I have no idea what I am doing. All I do is complain on my blog. Sorry. I’m too broke now to be able to afford beauty box subscriptions or new makeup so I have nothing to write about other than my feelings. I haven’t done anything cool enough to share. I’m just sad and stressed. And broke. List of my problems:

1. No one wants to hire me. I want to move out but I can’t because I’m broke!!!!! I’m not able to save up because I don’t have a job!!!! Because no one wants to hire me!!!!! Living in this house brings me down. They don’t want me to move out but they’re always ignoring me unless they want me to do something for them. 

2. I have been breaking out ever since school started and even though I have prescribed medication for the acne, it seems like I keep getting more instead of it going away. I just cried my eyes out because I feel ugly. I’m chubby and I have acne. I want to change but I just can’t. It is impossible for me to change my eating habits. I’ve tried, I really have. It just doesn’t work out for me.

3. I have no friends. All I do is my homework and watch YouTube. This is not the life I want to live but I have no other choice.

4. I have two tests this week that I am not prepared for so I’m stressing about it. I feel stuck. I just feel so stuck with this life. I want to be able to explore and have fun but I just can’t. It makes me so sad. Is this my diary now? Sorry. I just don’t know what to post, I’m stuck.